I've been contemplating, lots of things. I don't know right? Well i have finally been offered a spot in the university course that I've been wanting to do since i was nine. It's about time right? Uhh. I don't know what next? Like I feel as though this year and the past few years , i don't know. I just feel like i owe so much to my last few years in high school and this year. although i cant go back to year 2008/2009 and say here's a DJ's gift voucher for helping me with my life, but i feel like after so much hard work i'm finally getting somewhere right? so.
So. So. So. I know the year is nearly finished and time to start afresh. And for once, i have a new years resolution. and i am so excited about it. 0% FACEBOOK
Well the idea came when i dropped my blackberry in the pool. I should have known it wouldn't survive so i could have taken a picture instead of insisting on my friend to jump in and play lifesaver. i thought well, i might as well try no facebook if i have no blackberry in working order. it'll be hard. but i then get to remember and focus on what is important. And get into the nitty grittttty.
So. So. So. I know the year is nearly finished and time to start afresh. And for once, i have a new years resolution. and i am so excited about it. 0% FACEBOOK
Well the idea came when i dropped my blackberry in the pool. I should have known it wouldn't survive so i could have taken a picture instead of insisting on my friend to jump in and play lifesaver. i thought well, i might as well try no facebook if i have no blackberry in working order. it'll be hard. but i then get to remember and focus on what is important. And get into the nitty grittttty.
i can focus on GOD. You know, i believe that the more exposed to the world i am (now that i'm officially and adult) (even though i dont feel like one) the harder it is going to be to keep the faith. So this is one important one to me. and this no facebook rule kinda relates to this you know. i feel like facebook makes me become a terrible person, yes i get to keep in contact with loved ones and ones i once loved, but I don't know, i seems idle to me. and i don't like that. 
RELATIONSHIPS!!!! You may hit me with a rebuttal, saying facebook improves relationships. but to me, it makes me hate the world. i know not very nice right? i wanna focus on my beautiful family, and my handsome boyfriend, and strange friends...(i really do mean amazing:D) These people really impact my life so much, and i wanna be here for them 100% well maybe 0.1% of being here for them is on facebook, so ill be here for them 99.9% With this, i have this habbit of runninf away from people i know at the shops, not that i am a snob and hate you, but i get really shy. I think this is something i need to improve if i want to be in the industry, you know small talk and all. Which speaking of small talk my sister is queen of small talk, maybe i'll get helpful hints from her.
FASHION! have i ever told you i detest the word fashion. i believe it is one of the most misused words in the world. i see it as an art form, something conceptually yummy! and i wanna really get into it this year. no distractions. i wanna spend days in libraries reasearching, and hours on the internet on wiki and google. Knowledge is power, so the more i know the better it gets. 
food. i love to bake. and i wanna experiment more! expand my pallet i know i've got a very shallow mind when it comes to tasting food. this is lame. i just wanna master the macaron.
anyway. these pictures are just pictures i found and liked:) and sheeeeeeeeeeee, i typed to much. if this were someone else's blog, and it had this much writing, i would have quit reading. i probably wont read this again. so sorry for all in impromper and incorrect spelling, language, grammar, etc. 
LAST OF ALL! I WILL HUNT DOWN and RESEARCH NEXT BON JOVI CONCERT. maybe i could make it to Madison square garden??? yes please!